最后一天

今天是08的最后一天。
而我们还要上replacement class until 6..
原本是需要上到7.30分的....
不过我们老师提早开课，就早放...
还以为可以提早叫爸爸来在我归家。。。。
怎知他说，也是要等他做完了实情后再来在我。
之后顺便去亲戚家倒数， 聚会。。。
所以。。。这段时间我就真得很寂寞。。。
就在想。。。
08最后了。。。
在这年里，我到底做了什么？？学了什么？？

08的一开始。。。
就是刚刚中学毕业的我。。。
很得空。。。
就去打工。。
找了些零用钱。。。
打算留着慢慢用。。。
可是还是一下就给花光了。。。
之后， 妈妈就一直吹我去找学校。。。
我已开始很不想这么快继续升学。。。
我还想再找钱。。。
不过妈妈还是一直将它的大道理给我听。。。
我最不喜欢的就是听他唠叨。。。。
就顺他意。。。
来到这里。。。
还以为会有个很开心的日子
因为感觉这里会给我一个新的体验。。。
全新生活。。。
果然如此。。。
不过也有不圆满的是发生的。。。

（nw d citc wan close le i hav go le） ...

重蹈覆辙

我....又忘了这个社会生存所需的观念了....
今天这件虽然只是个小事,
但,
却又再提醒了我,,
人心难测....
外表永远都是个假象....
在天真的样貌,
都未必是你所想象的单纯.....

我一定不可在犯这么基本的错了....
我一定要谨言慎行....
对这个社会再也不留情了.....
开始要做另一个我了......


真希望...,
再也不会为了粒糖,输了间厂....


没目再写.....
句号

free....

recently jz finish all d coursework le...
all d assignment oso...
ntg can do le...
jz wait exam coming...
i noe many ppl will say,
nw is d time to do revision le....
but i still dun hav tat fell wan start do it...
dunno y...
i feel tat i can get d gud mark tis time more ec...
so i no nid so worry about it...
but i think will nt bcome true d....
jz feel oni....

dunno y...
i hav a feel always wan go out le...
bfor i m nt really like always out d...
nw i always think tat later can go find who n go whr ...
but always jz ahav a think...
no do
cos...
no ppl wan out...
no money....(tis is a comment problem....)
but i always think tat make me dun hav consentrade on other thing.....
haiz....
really dunno wat i wan...
ard 18 years i live....
still dunno wat i wan to do...
blur blur d......
tis think is vr big problem for me...
i dun like tis feel really d...
i dunno other ppl will think tat or nt lah...
but i dun like lohh
my mum always say i m a no target...direction ppl...
dun hav a way to go....
but i ard try hard to find it out le mah.....
haiz....
nw i hav choose wan go change course or nt????
hard to decide....
although it jz a course to study...
but still can make me feel vr fan d...
i always skip tis problem dun think it...
but the time r ard close...
haiz....
choose whc 1 better??

抱怨.....

进今天早上,
打开收音机,
就听到主持人打开了进天讨论的话提,
"抱怨"

他讲得很对,
从小到大,
教育就是灌输我们,
抱怨是一种不好的行为....
但,
如果没有抱怨,
把所有的事情都埋在心里,
这,
会比较好吗?

我杀一个回常常都在抱怨的人,
但最近,
却很少了....
表面上给人的感觉是....
我开始可以接受了.....
可是,
我心里上还是在埋怨.....
这算虚伪吗?

是你不在意，还是我太在意。。。

haiz...
在每一方面，都有这种感觉。。。
怎么办。。。。
累~~~~~~~~~

还以为会有个很爽的晚上。。。

我还以为，
朋友酱好，
送我首映戏票。。。
很开心的。。。
不过他们还是没有时间。。。
不过，他们叫我和弟妹去。。。
可是我不知位是什么，
不想去了。。。
不过弟妹很想去。。。
就打算问问地点在哪里？
但，打不到给朋友。。。
就放弃了。。

不久，，
988 打来说，
问我会去拿票吗？
我问了地点，还是不很清楚在哪？
就真的。。。
不去了。。。
对不起。。。
你的好意。。。
我没用到。。。

冤家路窄.....

越不要的...
越是会来...
爸妈说看开些啦.....
可是,我还是很气....
不想多讲啦....
很heng.......

脱离了....

最近我发现..
我被脱离了...
很久都没有好好的在家边听扎收音机边看书了....
听着听着,
远来最进多了许多新歌...
还有一些新的知讯....
原来我都很久没有提升西下自己的常识了.....

除此之外,
我还在很多地方发现这一点.....

日常生活当中....
我也常常在烦些有的没的...
原因可能就只因为这样......

haiz.....
昨天,友人说我最近好象成了另一个人....
虽然我也有发现.....
但为什么那么被人察觉的到....
难道真的很明显吗??
还是他随口说说,
偶然说中了??

很想找个人出来发泄内心世界.....
但没有人选.....
朋友都个有个忙....
不忙的都是那些象是有如蜻蜓点水的感情而已....
不要找人聊聊...
就算要找个人过时间都难.....
这种感觉, 很失败的感觉.....

我不配的歌词让我有些感触.....
这感觉 已经不对 我努力在挽回.........
但我最后才了解,
这一写,
都令我觉得好累.......

我很想叫你去死........................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

又是我。。。。

好东西不见你降快来。。。
不好的德就降快报道。。。。
你妈的。。。。


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我真的没有话讲咯。。。。
想不到结果会使奖。。。。
我把一切都安排好了。。。
却就这样把我的所有计划波坏掉。。。。


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我昨天在和朋友去庆祝生日后，， 我们一般老朋友就在想要去哪里来next round
最后还是选了去看戏。。。。。
那出戏， 还好而已。。。
之后，我还是放不下那件事。。。
我再像很多的如果。。。
但越想越气。。。。
越恨。。。。
可，当时我的理智突然回来了。。。
那时我才发现。。。
恨。。。。是很恐怖的。。。。。
原来一把无名火， 是可以把一个人的人性毁掉。。。。
庆幸我还没到那个地步。。。。

给你的...

你所讲的话,
常常都令我有所感触...
就算是日常生活的一个小故事,,
都回让我有所启发些道理....
这让我更想多与你相处....
了解你多一点...
可你却常摆出一副很了不起的样子....
但有时又爱里别人的事
haiz....
你呀....
真特别.....

F. You

你妈的,关你鸟事啊......
可以不要八吗!!!!
总是要破坏人家的好心情......

开心.....^.^

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。。。
今天一早，心情就很好。。。。。
没有原因。。。。
就是爽。。。。
不过，现在有一个人一直再烦我。。。。
很像不要理他。。。
瓦，他真的有我将烦啊，可能还厉害过我呢！！！！
很小孩子咯。。。
不过，真就是他的个性。。。。
他的人没有什么特点，优点。。。
可是他有时就是给人一种感觉。。。
尔，也不可以说和他一起会怎么快乐， 就是。。。。
不会讲。。。

算了。。。。
不要讲他。。。
哎哟，突然忘了要写什么了。。。
死，想不起。。。
如果是平时，我一定会停下来想然后再写。。。
今天我不要， 因为今天无论是什么心情， 全都写完下来。。。。
因为，开心, 快乐。。。
哈哈
还是还没想到。。。
马的。。。
随便写先，
我昨天区剪个头，
本来想象，见了出来应该悔恨ok的。。。
不过之后只是还好而已。。。
可能要等它长些先。。。


不过昨天有个消息说，我们要有第二次下乡了。。。。
这对我来说，不什么好。。。
突然好像培一些人影响了似的。。。
好像对这个下乡团体没有什么很大的兴趣了。。。。
我突然会将想，
我也忽饿得好像又在对不起某些人的感觉。。。
不过算了。。。
反正感觉是会变得呢。。。。
然后，明天。。。
本来打算约朋友去 sunway 玩的。。
不过最后还是只跟家人去。。。。
算。。。。
做人不可太自我。。。
跟家人去，应该也很爽的。。。
希望明天也是快乐的一天。。。。
顺顺利利的。。。。

想太多。。。。。

是这样吗？？
是我的问题吗？？
为什么我还是没跑出去这个。。。
很辛苦啊。。。。
烦。。。。。

如果是我的问题。。。。
我想我真的很难要放下。。。。。

原来，虚伪，如果你在适当的时候，用的恰好。。。。
你是可以很容易的把别人的眼光都吸引过来。。。。
就一个很简单的小动作。。。。

最近，我好像开始用华语来写blog 了。。。。
原来用华语些blog是很容易表达的。。。。
这都要谢谢您。。。
可是，您不是以答应我的吗？
你会给我的嘛。。。
为什么你到最后又把它给拿回。。。。
又再一次被你骗了，伤了。。。
算了。。。。
我很难再和你相处了。。。
我看我和你，以后只有利益的交易而已。。。

想不到。。。
就只有这么短的感情。。。
快乐的时光果然是很短的。。。。
不知我还会在信任你吗？
不懂我们还会像以前这样吗？

算了，这也是再次证明了。。。
得到了一样东西，就要放弃另外一样。。。。

很想大声说..

他妈的

.........心情...............

有时候不想回家...就是因为你....
我不是不爱你......
是你觉得我不爱家....
我从来没有降想过.....
请你不要一直这样伤我.....
___________________________________________________

请你有点责任感好吗.....
请有些交代好吗....
请你有些基本的礼貌可以吗........
我现在真的有些后悔当初的做法......
____________________________________________________
三岁小孩都知道
八十老翁做不到........
_____________________________________________________

与朋友交,而不信乎......
这样下去还有意思吗????????
____________________________________________________

人.....
一分一秒,
都在往坟墓走....
_____________________________________________________

为什么都只活在,只有外表的快乐的生活......
希望快点能体会到生命真正价值与内涵
找到人生理想归属.......
_____________________________________________________

外在的够用就好,
内在的才是最重要.
_____________________________________________________

会了不起,必起不了.
______________________________________________________

左手要富贵,
右手要权位,
这左右之间,
送失了智慧,
留下了多少伤悲.....

食要山珍味,衣要绫罗缀,
这美酒令心醉,美衣令人贵,
道德仁义无所谓......

来时两行泪,去是空手回
着来去之间蒙上一层灰
步步走进了轮徊.....

现在的人........

如意偈

如意如意
人有人意
我有我意
合乎人意
恐非我意
合乎我意
恐非人意
人意我意
恐非天意
合乎天意
自然如意

我也不想的......

最近是在搞什么, 为什么会发生这么多不幸的事....
haiz......
我很烦........
难道是时机成熟了......
Haiz.......
我也不想的啊........
我也想事情是顺利的啊.......
可能真的是时候了........
时辰已到......躲也躲不了.......
但.......要面对, 还有很多..................
我真的很想逃避.......
可是很难....
现在我真的.......
真的很担心.......
担心以后的改变.......
担心以后的失去.....
担心以后的.......好与坏.........
对不起........
我知道........我已不是第一次了........
但希望你不要把我现在所拥有的东西拿掉......
可能你会觉得我现在的东西都对我没好处.......反而使我变得更坏...........
可是我自己真的觉得不是.........
我真的很珍惜现在的生活......
请你不要没收掉......
我不想有任何改变.......
对不起............
pls...............
我真的不回有下次了......
给我一个机会吧........
真的.........

y will feel so bc.....but

recently like many thing waiting me go do loh....
but i like dun care all of it....
nt really wan go youch all of it loh.....
feel it will make me vr fan d,.....
but it is coming nearly me le....
tis week end must to come skul
next weekend hav to outside do thing....
next next next wek hav to go gahthering wif old fren .....
next next next nex week hav to plan go whr wif other fren
n next x hav to start prepare exam.....
wahhhhh.....
all of tis ...for me is look like vr bc d loh....
mayb other pppl think tat is normal thing lah....
wat a big eal lah....
but, accualy i like at home no go out d.....
but sum time lah.........jz sume time
i oso like out lah....
but tis few week i hav to out so amny time...
make me feel sry to my mum n family loh.....
always out n no at home.....
like start b ekdr....
dun nid a house le.....
sry ahh mum.....
i oso hope can at home wif u all d.......
but u noe ......
nw i realy feel tat wat call 应酬 le.....
social life is a hard to use to 1......
i like b a kid back....

after it le,,,, but not end it.....

haiz....finally it is finish le,
dunno y leh....
i think all ppl oso hav a same feel ...
it is not perfect for us loh.....
haiz....n got many mis understanding about each other during preparing.....
haiz.....i think it is all ppl responsibility
but, it ard pass, i think v still hav chance to do it mur gud in future d
....
but tis week i stil hav to bc....
haiz.....many assignment hav to pass upn then nid go present oso....
haiz.....y so fan d.....so mant thing nid to do ahhh
but no mud ahhhh
next week hav exam....
but i hav go n join d sbs night to b a crew.....
nw i hav sum regret to go b crew....
haiz.....
many thing ahhhh
y i so stupid go join so many........

scare scare leh...~~~~~~

haiz,,, my BI individual presentation has fail ard ahhh...
today is the day i hav to redo the presentation....
nw still nervous ahhh
dunno later will scare n cant talk out or nt.....
haiz...
y my english will so poor....
haiz.....
dun wan write blog nw...
wan go do well prepareration ......
gogogo

long time no c.....^^

wahhh~~~~
really long tome no c u le loh....
but nt really miss u ..... haha~~~
cos i din had thing to tel u....
dunno wan talk wat wif u....
sry lah .....\
blog.....

Recently really bad luck loh
tis wednesday i juz had an accindent at d road going to college....
at d Batu Cave thr....
Ma de.....
u knw wat is d causes?
is jz a damn rubbish....
wtf....
u c lah.....
MAS......u can find a big rubbish at d highway road d loh....
Kk, nw v bak to d story....
cos hav a big damn rubbish at d mid of d road....
then d front's car had to break d car n ELAK d rubbish....
so all suddently break d car....
n i had no Sempat n jz go Kiss it car ASs le....
haiz.....
my wife was injury vr serius.....
her beauty face was gone.....
it make me vr sad......
haiz....Nvm...
bak to story 1st....
k. after i kiss d ass...
then v move to left side of road...
cos v r at d fast lane....
so must hav to go other place to talk....
So,. after v go talk ten mins....

It had a second round of d accident....
haha,,, it really make me laugh out....
is oso same....
all car wanna avoid d stupid rubbish....
but tis time is more GENG d....
tis time hav more car.....
is a line accident....
atleast got 6 car loh.....

Nw u c lah ...... d MALAySia Rubbish Department........
u c lah....
jz a rubbish can make it so many accidents ... u knw....
vr dangerous lah.....
hw u all work d.....
Haiz....

mornin... make ppl angry..!!

haiz,,
today i oso like other weekend,
on the comp n on9,,
who noes my comp cant on it....
wahh,,
jz repair no long time then spoint again...?
wat the f...
then i hav no choice to do,,
so i go n on my another comp ..
it is a very old comp....very slowwww.....
slow until make me smokeeee..ING ahhhhh

Finally i jz off it n dun wan use it le.....
then i go n tell my dad say d comp has spoint ,,
but when my dad com n check hw cant on.....??!
at tat time d comp b can on bak le....
damn it.....
bfor it still cant d,, after half an hour then ok bak le.....
really.....F

friendship ^.^

jz nw i was read a artical writen by my fren...
nw i think v b a best fren le....
but izzit it can b a long time???
i hope tat can b...
N i trus v can do it d....
k lah......
fren.ship 4ever....
got problem jz cum n find me lah...
haha
cos i will oso do like tat.....
haha

眼泪差点就要出来了．．．

在听着静茹的歌，如果我们在一起，很好听．．．．
不过，在着当时，我也在看着某个人的blog，
看着看着，泪水就好像从眼眶里被逼出来，
果然要流泪的感觉很不爽的．．．．
不过久久一次也不用紧拉．．
不过，眼泪最后还是没有流下来，所以也不算流泪．．．．

今天的心情很不爽．．．
有种像是在吃醋的感觉．．．
为什么会这样呢？．．．
难道我．．．．

haiz.....
每次都是这样，为什么要这样自私．．．南到全世界的好的东西你都要拿完么？
都要自己玩腻了才甘愿让给别人？
现在连我自己都怕了我自己．．．

真的不会讲阿．．．
越来越感觉自己心里找不到一个真正的自己．．．
真的发觉我很假了．．．
越来越虚伪，
可能大家都认为我是个开朗的人．．．没烦恼．．．
可是我却一直到再烦．．．
凡那些别人到不会烦的冬冬
算了，写了就当发泄一下啦．．．
心情中算是好了点．．．
可能是刚刚收到了这封sms ．．．

cenima.....miss u??? nt really oso.....

many time i make appointment wif fren say go out movee d....
bt all of them say no money....no mood....no time....
all tis excuse i was ard heard it bfor many time le lah....
dont giv me tis such excuse le lah pls~~~~~.

But i oso nt reallly wan to go oni, jz wan to spend my time in thr oni.....
bfor csg haven brake dw....,v all was so bc d, i hav many excuse to tell my mum to said tat i can stay at skul until 99,dun wan go bk home.....
but nw, it was no mur thing can tell my mum le lah......

Recently i oso dunno y leh...,dun like to go back home early,,
izzit i wan stay wif my fren hav a lomg periond??/
i duuno ....
mayb yes.....
at home , i can t do anything bside eat n sleep....
at home i never do my homework ever....
but ......
lots of thing in my mind is hard to translate in writing....
haiz......csg2 say tis fri will go sing k n go watch high skul musical 3..
but dunno y??
i nt really wanna join it le....
tis is d 1st time i not really wanna join them .....
izzit i feel bored wif them le??
izzit i start feel far wif them le???
izzit i nt really trus them le??
haiz....
sienzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......
i feel tat my fren was starting less..
bt wat can i do??
n wat should i do??

tis feel cum find me again le......

tis few day i almost on9 n cum here write sumting................
wat i write?
i dunno...
wat i realy think i wan nw??
i oso dunno
wat oso dunno......
nw i think bk, i really long time no cry le,,
suddenly wanna hav a big big crying.....
recentl,,i really think lots of thing about me......
i think i m wat type of ppl??
....izzit a person like hav a laugh,lik do many sohai things???....like a clown??
i dun think so loh.....
Bt all my fren wif me long time d is say like tat..........haiz.....

Tat day go out wif my bf(best fren),,really a long time v no meet tgt le！
so i asking tat guy izzit i always make ppl think i m a casual ppl??
then d answer is ....YES!
but tat guy noe i m nt a such guy d...
he say jz look like all dun care but acually he noe me vr hav heart...
although i din say anything at tat time.....
but,
i agreen wif him.....
but ,
dunno ahhh
really sohai.....
dunno wat i wan......
izzit i wan ppl care me lots??
my family.....frens??? or i....................
dunno ahhh
bfor it hav ppl tell me...
wat i doing like a clown is show tat i m a no confidents person....
i will do like tat cos i wan ppl agreen wif i of wat i m doing.......
i think it is..
nw i think bk wat i do bfor really feel shame...
really......
childish....sohai.................
skh, b more mature lah......
hiaz.......
tis thing i really wan change it.....
can i do it??
wil i make it???
but nw i dunno wanna hw to do to change.....
cos them ard use to my style.......
haizzzzzzzz.
i wanna b a real me ahhhhh
haiz..enough lah......dun wan write liao lah.....

Next topic lah

Tis marning,
my mum call me wake up at 8......
i hav enough slp lah
i really dun wan wake d.....
but i cant do it.....
cos is my mum call.....haiz....
she cal me wake up is jz wan me go to d park near by our house.....aiyo,,,siezzz dao
kk,go go go.....haiz...
after wait them do exercise at thr,, v a hol family go hav a breakfirst.....
kk
then go bk....
at home...
1st thing i do is open d comp....
then my mum see le say.....dun always face d comp, try to talk more wif family..like sharing anything i like, happy? unhappy?
...
accually i hav many thing wan to share wif..bt
i dunno hav to starting.....
i really wan tell her many many i hav lie her bfor.....
but i cant make it............

Mayb it is d fact of i feel tat vr FAN....
is d fact make me wanna hav a big big cry??
i really dunno.....

finally hav a nice slp le......

slp start from 6 to 3......
shuang dao....
then wake up n watch movie....
then go skul...
then go other ppl lacture.....
then go hav lunch....
then go meow house....
then continue my movie...
then write blog.....at here
then start slepy again ....
wan go bk liao......
haiz...
sienzzzzzzzzzzzz again.....
eiii eiiii,,,
miss le step.....
i hav join d gu wen leeee....
but dunno wan go interview it or not
wan serius or nt????
haiz......start fan le .....

A carzy night.............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

last 9, v all go klcc watch movie tgt, n v all decide ga at 8 d, bt at d end v all go at 9 le.....
cos waiting all ppl come.....
after tat, v all go klcc loh.....
all very happy d, v go watch eagle eye,,,v buy a 9.30 pm tick,, but d movie start at 10pm loh,,,,,
nvm,so i call bk to tell grandma n said to9 i wun go bk slp.....n she tell me dun go out play or else.....
i say ok,but i ard at outside,,,,i m lieing her......
i nt really wan lei her d,,i din often lie her,,,,but.........
ok, after d movie, ard 12am le,tat time ard out of d lrt service....
v all cant bk wif lrt loh,so must bk oso d mah
so sum body hav go take a taxi to bk hostel, wangsa maju.....
v oso wan bk wangsa maju d.....
but v bk wif 2nd d loh.....
BUT.......suddenly 1 ppl say wan go to Mc until morning ,,, all ppl say ok ...
so, i oso go loh.....
but i nt really wan go d lah.............
haiz,, nvm lah all ppl go go tgt loh.....
but i feel vr NEI JIU loh,,
i ard promise grandma wun go out until 99, but i no go to slp n hav stay at outside until morning !!!......hiazzzzz
finally, v really past a nite at d Mc le......
v all luk like a SHI LIAN person lohh....
i means d YAN SHEN.......v all luk so blur blyr d when d time at 4.30
i really wan slp d bt i cant slp......
suffered..............
finally hav wait until 5.45am le,,,so v go bk to lrt station to take lrt go bk......
really tied nite,, next time i wun go watch movie so 9 le.....
reallly dun wan ......
CRAZy Nite............
nw i really a PAnda le

haizzzzz.........wat u dun like will come....

today giv a ppl blog then d ppl still wan say my blog little .....
sienzzzzzz
nw at cc,dunno wan do wat,, oso no game wan ply .....
sienzzzz
wanna write some ppl 坏话,,
bt,i think le then oso dun wan write lah
cos really hurt d person d.....
bt i really dun like he acation oso lah......
haizzz...
life is like tat d\
gt many thing v dun like d.....
haiz.....
nvm lah. try to accept it lah
bt still gt many happy things d lah....
bt ...........
shuan lah.......write next time lah

start coll again...

haha
bc week ahhh.....bt hapy loh
nw i reallly wan strt to communicate wif d classmate
i must always stay wif them leeeee
hah
today v hav to go a jiantao hui le
then,,, tmr oso gt ju hui....
we4ekend le still hav gathering wif xiao xue frennn....
reallly long time no c them le
n teacher oso
really hope tat day cum soon le
hehe............

memory...............

jz nw i read le i csg2 tuan yuan blog,
i really agreen wat all he say d......
really reallt match wif wat i feel it.....
all same wif wat i think it....

Bt jz nw i noe he is a tis kind of ppl.....
bfor i think he is a play boy, but after i see wat he say,
i noe he oso hav another side thinking.....
other character.....

I really really can return d time in wat v all csg2 passed
hope can 55 meet
really really miss u all.................

Csg2 really geng ahhh
can leave so many thing to us
bfor tat v all still 埋怨多多.......
nw really 不舍得......
haiz.......................
真是复杂的心情。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

why,why,why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

y ppl always ‘lik new hate old’ d....
我的心情现在很矛盾叻。。。。。
为什么我好像开始不想和我的旧朋友一起了。。。。
可是我在学校里的班上又没有什么谈得来的朋友叻。。。。
要怎样才可以融入他们。。。
我很想加入他们的话题的啦。。。
可是他们好像觉得我不怎样。。。。
没什么理我降。。。。
现在还是觉得下乡的朋友最好。。。。
还有中学的一些朋友咯。。
希望我能够永远有这群朋友，死党。。。。

absent gethering again....sienzzz

Selamat hari raya
today is hari raya holidays
then my secondery fren call me go out say go 1 utama
1st i think it is ok d
i think it is no problem to go ...
but, suddenly my mum say wan me help at home....
she said me long time no at home le
stay at home 1 day lah
i think wat she say
it oso rite d
cos bfor i always bc of d xia xiang workk
then no go home sleep
mum must miss me a lot d
but i oso vr sry to my old fren
i oso hope can go wif u all d
hope u all wun mind it lah
next time i must attend d
sry sry sry ahh
all fren .....
frenship 4ever

after xiaxiang

after xiaxiang ....no d feel is different wif bfor lehh
nw really miss d period v pass...
miss all csg2 ppl
miss d feel bfor
miss many many thing
haizzzzzz
sumthing sad lah
hope v all can keep it forever ........
now really hope can 55 meet all again
tgt chat tgt eat ....
hahah
however n watever lah.....
still hav many thing can write , wan write, but dunno hw to writeeeeeee..............

Jz...

i luv csg2

blur blur life..........................==I|||

this morning mum call me wake so early but jz call me go 晒衣,, haiz...
after she call then d whole family go out le...
mayb is go pasar,, then i din wake up n still continue sleeping..
but 1hour ago,, i oso wake le,, cant sleep mur le...
but still dunno y is tired d....
after every thig wat mum call me do d,, then i oso like 平时go on d comp n on9 loh.....
but after all d step i dunno wanna do wat le...
nothig hav to do......haizzzzzz,,
although nw is d exam week,, but i still no mud to study
every is wanna kep at last mins to do revision haizzzzz.......
dunno y i m thos ppl.......some time will hate myself tooo....
after i think all this then i cum to write this nlog lee ......hehe.....
a lame bog stop writing here....

After view d Nimal blog N liting comment...

不过说真的,我也没有对他们包什么很大的期望...这是liting write d....
feel sad loh....y say like tat....v all really so bad meh??
Yes,, i agree wif wat u say,, after d change of HC, d CSG2 feel was change oso, but v all oso dun wan b tat d lah...not jz ur felt it oni,,v oso felt tat d lah
but wat can v do?? wat is d problem??
mayb is after tat day was no mur any preparation so u all no go out eat tgt....
But,, y must all go eat tgt leh??
if like tat i oso wan call out u all n go eat wif me mehh
cos sum ppl live mur far from tbr then didnt ate at tbr mah,,
summore tbr ard many ppl say vr sien le eat at thr..
so i think they wan go other place eat is oso Ok d lah...
不要太敏感啦。。。。各位

merdeka x3

haizz, dunno wanna do wat oso in this 2 days holiday....
exam is coming soon le
jz left 4 days oni but i stiil no mud to o study hard
haizzz,y will b tat d
siezzzz leh,boring leh.......
lame ahhhh

2007 TBM 5E gathering...

haha, really long time no c all oh them,
but all still luk like same face
no change wat...
but tat mud like hav litter sienzzz,
mayb is all ard got diffrent life le, no like bfor tat le...

20st AUGs 2008 her again..

today saw her again, dunno wanna say wat to her
jz say hi oni then sit at other place le...
y will b ta d le??
haiz, but still can b fren ard gud le....

sleep at outside again!!??!! -_-|||

d fuxxxr rapid KL bus no cum again!!!!
damn it looh
make me no bus go home n then nid go bk my college thr find my fren n sleep at thr....
if not d bus din cum,,i can finish my all homework le lohhhh n can watch my drama oso then can sleep sweet loh
So, all is d DUddddt bus harm me d.....
make me cant sleep a whole nite....
b a panda ard......
stupid rapid KL.......
no u24 bus go to TARc, nid wait long time d....
but yesterday d u24 hav 3 cum then d u4 or u8 never cum....
FUCK