mornin... make ppl angry..!!

haiz,,
today i oso like other weekend,
on the comp n on9,,
who noes my comp cant on it....
wahh,,
jz repair no long time then spoint again...?
wat the f...
then i hav no choice to do,,
so i go n on my another comp ..
it is a very old comp....very slowwww.....
slow until make me smokeeee..ING ahhhhh

Finally i jz off it n dun wan use it le.....
then i go n tell my dad say d comp has spoint ,,
but when my dad com n check hw cant on.....??!
at tat time d comp b can on bak le....
damn it.....
bfor it still cant d,, after half an hour then ok bak le.....
really.....F

friendship ^.^

jz nw i was read a artical writen by my fren...
nw i think v b a best fren le....
but izzit it can b a long time???
i hope tat can b...
N i trus v can do it d....
k lah......
fren.ship 4ever....
got problem jz cum n find me lah...
haha
cos i will oso do like tat.....
haha

眼泪差点就要出来了．．．

在听着静茹的歌，如果我们在一起，很好听．．．．
不过，在着当时，我也在看着某个人的blog，
看着看着，泪水就好像从眼眶里被逼出来，
果然要流泪的感觉很不爽的．．．．
不过久久一次也不用紧拉．．
不过，眼泪最后还是没有流下来，所以也不算流泪．．．．

今天的心情很不爽．．．
有种像是在吃醋的感觉．．．
为什么会这样呢？．．．
难道我．．．．

haiz.....
每次都是这样，为什么要这样自私．．．南到全世界的好的东西你都要拿完么？
都要自己玩腻了才甘愿让给别人？
现在连我自己都怕了我自己．．．

真的不会讲阿．．．
越来越感觉自己心里找不到一个真正的自己．．．
真的发觉我很假了．．．
越来越虚伪，
可能大家都认为我是个开朗的人．．．没烦恼．．．
可是我却一直到再烦．．．
凡那些别人到不会烦的冬冬
算了，写了就当发泄一下啦．．．
心情中算是好了点．．．
可能是刚刚收到了这封sms ．．．

cenima.....miss u??? nt really oso.....

many time i make appointment wif fren say go out movee d....
bt all of them say no money....no mood....no time....
all tis excuse i was ard heard it bfor many time le lah....
dont giv me tis such excuse le lah pls~~~~~.

But i oso nt reallly wan to go oni, jz wan to spend my time in thr oni.....
bfor csg haven brake dw....,v all was so bc d, i hav many excuse to tell my mum to said tat i can stay at skul until 99,dun wan go bk home.....
but nw, it was no mur thing can tell my mum le lah......

Recently i oso dunno y leh...,dun like to go back home early,,
izzit i wan stay wif my fren hav a lomg periond??/
i duuno ....
mayb yes.....
at home , i can t do anything bside eat n sleep....
at home i never do my homework ever....
but ......
lots of thing in my mind is hard to translate in writing....
haiz......csg2 say tis fri will go sing k n go watch high skul musical 3..
but dunno y??
i nt really wanna join it le....
tis is d 1st time i not really wanna join them .....
izzit i feel bored wif them le??
izzit i start feel far wif them le???
izzit i nt really trus them le??
haiz....
sienzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......
i feel tat my fren was starting less..
bt wat can i do??
n wat should i do??

tis feel cum find me again le......

tis few day i almost on9 n cum here write sumting................
wat i write?
i dunno...
wat i realy think i wan nw??
i oso dunno
wat oso dunno......
nw i think bk, i really long time no cry le,,
suddenly wanna hav a big big crying.....
recentl,,i really think lots of thing about me......
i think i m wat type of ppl??
....izzit a person like hav a laugh,lik do many sohai things???....like a clown??
i dun think so loh.....
Bt all my fren wif me long time d is say like tat..........haiz.....

Tat day go out wif my bf(best fren),,really a long time v no meet tgt le！
so i asking tat guy izzit i always make ppl think i m a casual ppl??
then d answer is ....YES!
but tat guy noe i m nt a such guy d...
he say jz look like all dun care but acually he noe me vr hav heart...
although i din say anything at tat time.....
but,
i agreen wif him.....
but ,
dunno ahhh
really sohai.....
dunno wat i wan......
izzit i wan ppl care me lots??
my family.....frens??? or i....................
dunno ahhh
bfor it hav ppl tell me...
wat i doing like a clown is show tat i m a no confidents person....
i will do like tat cos i wan ppl agreen wif i of wat i m doing.......
i think it is..
nw i think bk wat i do bfor really feel shame...
really......
childish....sohai.................
skh, b more mature lah......
hiaz.......
tis thing i really wan change it.....
can i do it??
wil i make it???
but nw i dunno wanna hw to do to change.....
cos them ard use to my style.......
haizzzzzzzz.
i wanna b a real me ahhhhh
haiz..enough lah......dun wan write liao lah.....

Next topic lah

Tis marning,
my mum call me wake up at 8......
i hav enough slp lah
i really dun wan wake d.....
but i cant do it.....
cos is my mum call.....haiz....
she cal me wake up is jz wan me go to d park near by our house.....aiyo,,,siezzz dao
kk,go go go.....haiz...
after wait them do exercise at thr,, v a hol family go hav a breakfirst.....
kk
then go bk....
at home...
1st thing i do is open d comp....
then my mum see le say.....dun always face d comp, try to talk more wif family..like sharing anything i like, happy? unhappy?
...
accually i hav many thing wan to share wif..bt
i dunno hav to starting.....
i really wan tell her many many i hav lie her bfor.....
but i cant make it............

Mayb it is d fact of i feel tat vr FAN....
is d fact make me wanna hav a big big cry??
i really dunno.....

finally hav a nice slp le......

slp start from 6 to 3......
shuang dao....
then wake up n watch movie....
then go skul...
then go other ppl lacture.....
then go hav lunch....
then go meow house....
then continue my movie...
then write blog.....at here
then start slepy again ....
wan go bk liao......
haiz...
sienzzzzzzzzzzzz again.....
eiii eiiii,,,
miss le step.....
i hav join d gu wen leeee....
but dunno wan go interview it or not
wan serius or nt????
haiz......start fan le .....

A carzy night.............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

last 9, v all go klcc watch movie tgt, n v all decide ga at 8 d, bt at d end v all go at 9 le.....
cos waiting all ppl come.....
after tat, v all go klcc loh.....
all very happy d, v go watch eagle eye,,,v buy a 9.30 pm tick,, but d movie start at 10pm loh,,,,,
nvm,so i call bk to tell grandma n said to9 i wun go bk slp.....n she tell me dun go out play or else.....
i say ok,but i ard at outside,,,,i m lieing her......
i nt really wan lei her d,,i din often lie her,,,,but.........
ok, after d movie, ard 12am le,tat time ard out of d lrt service....
v all cant bk wif lrt loh,so must bk oso d mah
so sum body hav go take a taxi to bk hostel, wangsa maju.....
v oso wan bk wangsa maju d.....
but v bk wif 2nd d loh.....
BUT.......suddenly 1 ppl say wan go to Mc until morning ,,, all ppl say ok ...
so, i oso go loh.....
but i nt really wan go d lah.............
haiz,, nvm lah all ppl go go tgt loh.....
but i feel vr NEI JIU loh,,
i ard promise grandma wun go out until 99, but i no go to slp n hav stay at outside until morning !!!......hiazzzzz
finally, v really past a nite at d Mc le......
v all luk like a SHI LIAN person lohh....
i means d YAN SHEN.......v all luk so blur blyr d when d time at 4.30
i really wan slp d bt i cant slp......
suffered..............
finally hav wait until 5.45am le,,,so v go bk to lrt station to take lrt go bk......
really tied nite,, next time i wun go watch movie so 9 le.....
reallly dun wan ......
CRAZy Nite............
nw i really a PAnda le

haizzzzz.........wat u dun like will come....

today giv a ppl blog then d ppl still wan say my blog little .....
sienzzzzzz
nw at cc,dunno wan do wat,, oso no game wan ply .....
sienzzzz
wanna write some ppl 坏话,,
bt,i think le then oso dun wan write lah
cos really hurt d person d.....
bt i really dun like he acation oso lah......
haizzz...
life is like tat d\
gt many thing v dun like d.....
haiz.....
nvm lah. try to accept it lah
bt still gt many happy things d lah....
bt ...........
shuan lah.......write next time lah

start coll again...

haha
bc week ahhh.....bt hapy loh
nw i reallly wan strt to communicate wif d classmate
i must always stay wif them leeeee
hah
today v hav to go a jiantao hui le
then,,, tmr oso gt ju hui....
we4ekend le still hav gathering wif xiao xue frennn....
reallly long time no c them le
n teacher oso
really hope tat day cum soon le
hehe............

memory...............

jz nw i read le i csg2 tuan yuan blog,
i really agreen wat all he say d......
really reallt match wif wat i feel it.....
all same wif wat i think it....

Bt jz nw i noe he is a tis kind of ppl.....
bfor i think he is a play boy, but after i see wat he say,
i noe he oso hav another side thinking.....
other character.....

I really really can return d time in wat v all csg2 passed
hope can 55 meet
really really miss u all.................

Csg2 really geng ahhh
can leave so many thing to us
bfor tat v all still 埋怨多多.......
nw really 不舍得......
haiz.......................
真是复杂的心情。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

why,why,why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

y ppl always ‘lik new hate old’ d....
我的心情现在很矛盾叻。。。。。
为什么我好像开始不想和我的旧朋友一起了。。。。
可是我在学校里的班上又没有什么谈得来的朋友叻。。。。
要怎样才可以融入他们。。。
我很想加入他们的话题的啦。。。
可是他们好像觉得我不怎样。。。。
没什么理我降。。。。
现在还是觉得下乡的朋友最好。。。。
还有中学的一些朋友咯。。
希望我能够永远有这群朋友，死党。。。。

absent gethering again....sienzzz

Selamat hari raya
today is hari raya holidays
then my secondery fren call me go out say go 1 utama
1st i think it is ok d
i think it is no problem to go ...
but, suddenly my mum say wan me help at home....
she said me long time no at home le
stay at home 1 day lah
i think wat she say
it oso rite d
cos bfor i always bc of d xia xiang workk
then no go home sleep
mum must miss me a lot d
but i oso vr sry to my old fren
i oso hope can go wif u all d
hope u all wun mind it lah
next time i must attend d
sry sry sry ahh
all fren .....
frenship 4ever

after xiaxiang

after xiaxiang ....no d feel is different wif bfor lehh
nw really miss d period v pass...
miss all csg2 ppl
miss d feel bfor
miss many many thing
haizzzzzz
sumthing sad lah
hope v all can keep it forever ........
now really hope can 55 meet all again
tgt chat tgt eat ....
hahah
however n watever lah.....
still hav many thing can write , wan write, but dunno hw to writeeeeeee..............

Jz...

i luv csg2