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如意如意
人有人意
我有我意
合乎人意
恐非我意
合乎我意
恐非人意
人意我意
恐非天意
合乎天意
自然如意

我也不想的......

最近是在搞什么, 为什么会发生这么多不幸的事....
haiz......
我很烦........
难道是时机成熟了......
Haiz.......
我也不想的啊........
我也想事情是顺利的啊.......
可能真的是时候了........
时辰已到......躲也躲不了.......
但.......要面对, 还有很多..................
我真的很想逃避.......
可是很难....
现在我真的.......
真的很担心.......
担心以后的改变.......
担心以后的失去.....
担心以后的.......好与坏.........
对不起........
我知道........我已不是第一次了........
但希望你不要把我现在所拥有的东西拿掉......
可能你会觉得我现在的东西都对我没好处.......反而使我变得更坏...........
可是我自己真的觉得不是.........
我真的很珍惜现在的生活......
请你不要没收掉......
我不想有任何改变.......
对不起............
pls...............
我真的不回有下次了......
给我一个机会吧........
真的.........

y will feel so bc.....but

recently like many thing waiting me go do loh....
but i like dun care all of it....
nt really wan go youch all of it loh.....
feel it will make me vr fan d,.....
but it is coming nearly me le....
tis week end must to come skul
next weekend hav to outside do thing....
next next next wek hav to go gahthering wif old fren .....
next next next nex week hav to plan go whr wif other fren
n next x hav to start prepare exam.....
wahhhhh.....
all of tis ...for me is look like vr bc d loh....
mayb other pppl think tat is normal thing lah....
wat a big eal lah....
but, accualy i like at home no go out d.....
but sum time lah.........jz sume time
i oso like out lah....
but tis few week i hav to out so amny time...
make me feel sry to my mum n family loh.....
always out n no at home.....
like start b ekdr....
dun nid a house le.....
sry ahh mum.....
i oso hope can at home wif u all d.......
but u noe ......
nw i realy feel tat wat call 应酬 le.....
social life is a hard to use to 1......
i like b a kid back....

after it le,,,, but not end it.....

haiz....finally it is finish le,
dunno y leh....
i think all ppl oso hav a same feel ...
it is not perfect for us loh.....
haiz....n got many mis understanding about each other during preparing.....
haiz.....i think it is all ppl responsibility
but, it ard pass, i think v still hav chance to do it mur gud in future d
....
but tis week i stil hav to bc....
haiz.....many assignment hav to pass upn then nid go present oso....
haiz.....y so fan d.....so mant thing nid to do ahhh
but no mud ahhhh
next week hav exam....
but i hav go n join d sbs night to b a crew.....
nw i hav sum regret to go b crew....
haiz.....
many thing ahhhh
y i so stupid go join so many........

scare scare leh...~~~~~~

haiz,,, my BI individual presentation has fail ard ahhh...
today is the day i hav to redo the presentation....
nw still nervous ahhh
dunno later will scare n cant talk out or nt.....
haiz...
y my english will so poor....
haiz.....
dun wan write blog nw...
wan go do well prepareration ......
gogogo

long time no c.....^^

wahhh~~~~
really long tome no c u le loh....
but nt really miss u ..... haha~~~
cos i din had thing to tel u....
dunno wan talk wat wif u....
sry lah .....\
blog.....

Recently really bad luck loh
tis wednesday i juz had an accindent at d road going to college....
at d Batu Cave thr....
Ma de.....
u knw wat is d causes?
is jz a damn rubbish....
wtf....
u c lah.....
MAS......u can find a big rubbish at d highway road d loh....
Kk, nw v bak to d story....
cos hav a big damn rubbish at d mid of d road....
then d front's car had to break d car n ELAK d rubbish....
so all suddently break d car....
n i had no Sempat n jz go Kiss it car ASs le....
haiz.....
my wife was injury vr serius.....
her beauty face was gone.....
it make me vr sad......
haiz....Nvm...
bak to story 1st....
k. after i kiss d ass...
then v move to left side of road...
cos v r at d fast lane....
so must hav to go other place to talk....
So,. after v go talk ten mins....

It had a second round of d accident....
haha,,, it really make me laugh out....
is oso same....
all car wanna avoid d stupid rubbish....
but tis time is more GENG d....
tis time hav more car.....
is a line accident....
atleast got 6 car loh.....

Nw u c lah ...... d MALAySia Rubbish Department........
u c lah....
jz a rubbish can make it so many accidents ... u knw....
vr dangerous lah.....
hw u all work d.....
Haiz....